Tuesday, July 7, 2009


Ever since my miscarriage, it seems my life has been at a crossroads. I didn't think it was going to effect me as much as it did. I think what it is, is that this was my last chance to have a baby. My husband is dead set against having any more, and has scheduled his procedure. I am not fighting him on this, but I am not 100% happy either. I spent a lot of time the past weeks contemplating what I really want. I still don't know. But I guess marriage is about compromise, so I will give this time. I have been weighing all the pros and cons of adding to our family, and still am at a standstill. I am very happy with my two girls, and know I am truly blessed they are both healthy and happy. Somber is just the best way to describe how I feel.... kind of lost.

I apologize for not being around, but I am trying to get back into the swing of things. June was a crazy month here, end of school, and pretty much rained all month. That was a real pick me up. Check out the new songs I added to the playlist, they are very peaceful and pretty.

Harmony is now 40% off, and I still have some gifts to give with your orders. I am out of the size 2 gifts, and may try to find something to substitute. The website is working again properly, although it still needs to be updated a bit. I will work on that tonight. I have more than what is listed. My computer has been whonky, and my email just started to work this morning, I got almost 2,000 emails, and I am not exaggerating.

I hope you all are well, and enjoying your summer. Today was the first hot day, and I finally put the air on. Miss Em has lost both top teeth now, and I swear she aged 2 years on me. Here is one of my favorite pics of her missing one top tooth.

Best to all of you....Christine


  1. Cristine - you have tons of love and support from us! We are a group of moms who chat on Yahoo about boutique clothing, and are all fans of your work.

    Please let me know if there is anything we can do...we are holding you up in our prayers now.

    I am on my way to your website to see how I can support you - and my clothing habit!! Blessings.

  2. Christine, I'm keeping you in the prayers, sorry that you're going through this. ((hugs))
    Your blog looks beautiful as usual.


  3. I just wanted to offer hugs, I have been there, and compromised to make my marriage survive, so if you need someone who has been there to talk with drop me an email. It has taken me 3 years to get to a place of peace about it and I would love to help you find peace too if you want. Otherwise know I am praying for you, and giving hugs!

  4. So sorry to hear about your loss. Hope that you will find the strenthg to go over this soon.

  5. Christine, I so hope that you're feeling better. I've been in a similar place and know that it is hard. If you need an understanding shoulder, always feel free. Hugs, Helena

  6. hi just discovered your clothing and your blog...love your style....just a christian gal here 31 ..have 4 girls... pregnant with boy..your blog almost made me cry..my husband wants to get surgery too :( ..I always wanted 5-6 kids ...want another one.... yes I am blessed some would say thats too many or thats enough....but each child is a true blessing in such a sad cruel world that give me joy down deep and show mercy and his grace to me every single day as he has said too "he sent angels to minister unto me'......God and Jesus can give peace and comfort where man cannot..seek and ye shall find .. God bless!


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