Ever since my miscarriage, it seems my life has been at a crossroads. I didn't think it was going to effect me as much as it did. I think what it is, is that this was my last chance to have a baby. My husband is dead set against having any more, and has scheduled his procedure. I am not fighting him on this, but I am not 100% happy either. I spent a lot of time the past weeks contemplating what I really want. I still don't know. But I guess marriage is about compromise, so I will give this time. I have been weighing all the pros and cons of adding to our family, and still am at a standstill. I am very happy with my two girls, and know I am truly blessed they are both healthy and happy. Somber is just the best way to describe how I feel.... kind of lost.
I apologize for not being around, but I am trying to get back into the swing of things. June was a crazy month here, end of school, and pretty much rained all month. That was a real pick me up. Check out the new songs I added to the playlist, they are very peaceful and pretty.
Harmony is now 40% off, and I still have some gifts to give with your orders. I am out of the size 2 gifts, and may try to find something to substitute. The website is working again properly, although it still needs to be updated a bit. I will work on that tonight. I have more than what is listed. My computer has been whonky, and my email just started to work this morning, I got almost 2,000 emails, and I am not exaggerating.
I hope you all are well, and enjoying your summer. Today was the first hot day, and I finally put the air on. Miss Em has lost both top teeth now, and I swear she aged 2 years on me. Here is one of my favorite pics of her missing one top tooth.
Best to all of you....Christine